We all have our rainy days... today, it poured.
I should have known... my warning, courtesy of horoscope.com:
There could be some restrictions on your emotions today, Aries. You'll
find that a practical, grounded force is working against your
intuitive understanding of whatever issue concerns you. Do your best
to anchor yourself in the truth before you scatter seeds of erratic
emotions all over the place. It's important for you to maintain
stability at all times.
Gee, thanks horoscope.com. So, it's "important" to "maintain stability at all times"? I would have identified better with something like "it's going to be nearly impossible to maintain stability today, because of all the bullshit that will be flying at you from all angles at all times. You will have to muster every ounce of strength to keep from bursting into tears at your desk. Good luck."
Anyway, all this to say my horoscope was right. Some "grounded force" was completely, stubbornly, fully at odds with whatever understanding I was trying to patch together.
Did I mention that I believe I gained nearly 8 pounds over the last 4 days? Can this possibly be? I think that may have put me in a hugely bad mood at the start of the day. So, Tuesday Sept. 7, 2010, was a wash in my book. Tomorrow will be better.
I wish I were 5 years old again sometimes. My biggest worry was whether or not my doll's outfit matched mine.
xoxo
S.R.W.